This is my blog and I begin with it, ’cause I love writting. My blog is not going to be very good, because I am not so good at Eanglish.
But, wathever I am hear now.
Name of my blog is Flower in a rainy day. You can ask me why. I tell you. My name means flower in one languige. In rainy day is because I love rain and storms. A lot of people hate rain, bu I think is beautiful. So hurry and wild but so peacefull to.
I am a teenage girl. I have a lot of friends and on first sight, I look like all other teenagers. But inside, I think I am not. You see, normal teenagers are spending their time with their phones, TV, movies, facebook, video games, selfies and so on… I am just not like that. I don’t watch TV very often. I don’t have facebook. I don’t play video games. My phone I so old…
When others are doing that, I am thinking. Thinking about life and world around me. I feel so alone in it. But maybe I am not. I am probaly not. Maybe every teen thinks like me and hide it inside. Maybe everyone thinks that they are alone in this, like me. Maybe I am not different. Maybe we are all the same.
I am sooo stupid because I want to think that I am something special. Something different. Like Chosen one. I think it, even if I know I am not. People often say to me, that I am special, that everyone are special. But that’s the same like nobady is special, right?
I so want people to think that I am talented and I hate it. I hate that I am so ambitious and greedy. That’s why I am hiding it. We live in world that seems perfect outside, but inside, it isn’t. Inside it is ugly and dirty. Everyone are hiding their dark sides and don’t let them go outside.
And that is the wrong thing on this world, called Earth. People on it are afraid of being who they are. Each of them. Each of us.
Well, what do you think about all that?
xxx -Flower in rainy day